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Feb. 23rd, 2006 | 07:33 pm

God I'm bored.
I go to work. I come home. I see Matt.

I've become a recluse. Because I haven't seen my friends for a few weeks, what with being ill and stuff. And I've got addicted to this game online called World Of Warcraft. It's great, but it makes me a TOTAL geek. Never mind. Matt and I are made for each other in the sense that we both love it .. haha.

But on that note things are great. Just thinking about him makes me smile.

Work fucks me off. Well not work, just this god damn girl who I just want to hit with a very large stick and then scream. I'm sure I'd like her if I just got that out the way.

I just have to find a large stick

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A quick thing...

Feb. 14th, 2006 | 05:52 pm

*Things that Rock*
Went to see Arctic Monkeys on Sunday in Cambridge, they were ace.
Florida in under 6 weeks.
Matt and I are all good
Been having an ace few weeks with friends and stuff.

*Things that suck*
I've had a tummy bug for 3 days now... so that's been VALENTINES day... puking and Arctic Monkeys puking. Kinda sucks ALOT... I want it to go away!
I didn't get a Valentines day card cos I'm ill :(
I have to save money for Florida.

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Drop a jean size.

Feb. 1st, 2006 | 06:38 pm

This is probably really sad and girly. But today Topshop made my day. I tried on a pair of size 12 jeans and they were too big! I was so chuffed. I haven't been a size 10 in jeans for about 2 years! I brought the 12's in the end though because I like them really baggy... but I can pull them down without undoing them, woohoo!

Brrrr it's been so so bloody cold today. I literally froze my tits off at work. Pah.
Can't wait for Florida sunshine :P

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I got in!

Jan. 25th, 2006 | 09:15 pm

I got into UCE in Birmingham to do nursing! Wohoo! My Mum and Dad were more excited than me bless them, it's kinda hard to sink in though at the moment! I've been given a unconditional offer and have to send away a police check and health check (worrying!?) and then it's all clear :)

The only confusing thing is whether I have to pay for my course because it's just hard to believe that the NHS pay for my fee's and on top of that I get £5,000 ... although according to UCE website and the people there I do. I just want to see it in writing, on my letter and stuff, then I'll be feeling ok again!
I forgot how confusing and stressful applying for uni is though - already I'm stressing about it all and I haven't even gone!

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Lady pains

Jan. 23rd, 2006 | 06:47 pm

Tis that lady time of the month. I feel really poorly. My stomach ache's so much, urgh.

I feel really low today. Maybe it's just the PMT cos I don't have anything to feel low about. Except you know when your happy and things are going right and then something comes along and throws your head into turmoil. Well that's how I feel. It sucks.

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Jan. 17th, 2006 | 12:37 pm

Just came back from my university interview. It went well (I think) Just gotta wait 10 days now to see if I get in. eEEEKK.

I got my new glasses as well today. Hip hooray.

I'm also (again) back on my diet, but this time special k one.

Tis working so far.

No smoking going good - 3 fags in 17 days... hoozar.

Spotty... so going to doctors.

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Jan. 15th, 2006 | 04:30 pm

Just came back from Sunday lunch at Matt's Mum's house. It was really nice.
Ack, the entry last night was drunken.

I feel pooey today. I dunno why but my skin is all spotty and it won't go away... again. It's been like this for MONTHS and it's doing my head in! It used to be fine but now its just crazy. Sometimes it's fine then all of a sudden BOOM it's bad again. I think I'm gonna stop drinking Slim Fast because it's only since then that my skin has been really bad.

I ate so much last night.. bleh. So I am officially fat AND spotty. All I need now is glasses and greasy hair and I'd officially be class geek.

Wow, how I love self loathing, haha.

Going to the pub quiz again tonight. Shud be fun. Think I'm gonna go and have a bath to try and cheer me up a lil.

Uni interview on Tuesday...eek!

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Jan. 14th, 2006 | 10:46 pm

Wine is eveil. Adter drinking 2 nnbottles of the stuff i cannot looks at the computer pro[er;y wothpit squinting., i cannot type and i am fucked as anything.

deary me yet another pissed entry, i must stop this indeerdy.

having a good nifht jusst grinkig at gome and with matt watching films.


I said this ebvcuase i kmw eh reads thiss and so i wnted tocht tell him that u konve love him. damn mh yyutypeing.

im goinnga have to occorrect this tomorrow,.
damn my fingers and not being able to ptype correctiyl.

indededy i am ghavppy and everything is good. going to see and bands and gioing oto floridass in a month and a bit. and just stipff uos ofcun. og yes.

ahrgh im onna go now cos i canttypwe cos im fucjed asd anything /// hwhy do i keep saying fcukied insteasdy of drunk.

i ate lots as we,l bad alex. i sam tryign to diew ant i lost 3 pouind this eeek but i was sbeas today andi atye lot.s damnut i cannt see cos of my contatcs nasdp issed enx. pl gpos

pok nosw i feel bad sory for this entry of psied nies/

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Jan. 5th, 2006 | 11:22 pm

Just come back from pub. A little drunk. How come I always update here when I'm intoxicated!

Looky at the photo...

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All the con's! Yay for converse. Hehe. I took that tonight at the pub. Went to the Taphouse and saw a few bands with Dave and Lucy and Stevie P. Allan came along as well. Was a good night in all :) Fun all round.

I love friends. Yay. I feel good today. I went to the pub, and I smoked NONCE! Not one, except for a spiliffage. But no fags, go me. I'm proud. Also my diet is going well (ish). When I say that I mean I'm not scoffing everything in sight and gorging myself stupid.

Work is boring. Matt has left, boo hoo.

My Matt is lovely though. Oh how I love him.

I heard about 'bad matt' today. Someone mentioned seeing him, made me feel a lil weird, dunno why. I kinda just cope with it all by imagining him not real and not having girfriends and stuff. But still, twas weird. I texted him saying happy new year, so that no bygones were bygones and no evilness was there. I don't like having enemies. Plus it's my new moto to be nice. But he didn't reply. So I suppose thats his problem and his worry really.

I made up with my first EVER boyfriend. I saw him in the pub just before xmas and it was ace. We chatted and made up and said sorry for being 15 and cocks and stuff. It was lovely. I've always regretted not sorting stuff out with him, as he was the only ex who I was on bad terms with, and I think it's wrong to go out with someone and then be enemies. But Matt and I are still enemies so I suppose they'll always be an enemy ex out there for me to want to make up with.

I even made up with Elliot (who I didn't even go out with, but we ended up being kinda enemies), which is a feat in itself as I think our personalities clash WAAYYY to much but the net has made us a bit more friendly. I don't think we'll ever be best chums but it's nice that we get along now cos I felt a bit evil before.

Anywho I've rambled for way too long. Time to go me thinks.


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New Year

Jan. 3rd, 2006 | 06:57 pm

New Year was ace.

My resoloutions are:
* Give up smoking
* Be Nice
* Keep my room tidy
* Get down to 9st

I think I can achieve all of these ... apart from the be nice one (when I'm drunk) cos I'm an evil drunk.

God I haven't updated for AGES. I had a really nice christmas and New Year though. Involved lots of drunkeness and stonedness and being couply... and erm... presents.


Some photo-m-graphs to sum it all up anywho. I really should start updating here more often, maybe I should make that a new resolution as well...

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My boo te ful tree.

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Me and Batman at the xmas party

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Xmas eve party at Dave's

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New Years eve... wohoo.

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